Grave

2010-07-25T02:35:00.003+08:00

Been SO long since i blogged.Didn't had much to blog about actually,just school and the usual life.But starting from this week i feel stressed up.I want to study and get better grades this time, i don't wanna repeat modules and live a meaningless life.Lastly,i feel inferior when i'm with you,and i hope i won't feel much of that if i get better grades.:(
When things are getting too perfect,the imperfection will come soon...and things are really getting perfect now.only too perfect...

2010-06-20T15:16:00.003+08:00

Went to marina barrage with loved ones on friday!it's one of those fun and best outings!loads of pics were taken with estella's camera andwe enjoyed ourselves alot!after barrage...headed to vivo to celebrate jess's 18th birthday!bought really nice tarts from that fruit tart shop downstairs.had a really huge appetite that day!omg...here is the list of food i ate!breakfast i made a big big sandwich then honey roasted chicken...2 sushi(one spoilt one!)...ruffles...biscuits...choc baby...BK double mushroom swiss upsized...AHHH!!!then yesterday ate mee soto and a plate of nasi lemak for lunch...think i'm getting eating disorder!
get well soon!!!i'm really worried about you...:(

2010-06-17T21:02:00.002+08:00

Back from camp...I LOST MY VOICE!:( just came back from the doc's and she said i'm having a throat infection...not sore throat.should be a relief for me...cause i hate sore throats!having another camp on the 23rd...not sure if i will be well enough to go.I should catch some sleep now...having a splitting headache...><

2010-06-09T04:03:00.002+08:00

This time i'm not sure if it will last long enough...but...i'm sure by now i have already put my heart in it...my greatest fear have yet to come.and i'm really hoping that it will not come because i may not ever heal from it.are you my last?i really have no idea...i hope things will never change,but i'm sure they will someday...

2010-05-29T01:42:00.006+08:00

iT's a holiday and i spent almost the whole day rotting and studying quite abit at card's house...sometimes organizing an outing is kinda disappointing...you expected a holiday and thought most of the people can make it but end up not much people will be interested to come...i got to admit yes sometimes it's boring...whatever we plan might not be as interesting as you guys expect but that's because i'm running out of ideas!every week either me or someone will plan something and i get requests and suggestions...then some who don't like those ideas will not come...now i'm gonna take someone's advice...i'm not gonna force those who do not wanna come for the weekly outing...when we wanna go out any time then we plan...no more weekly outing from now onwards...just organise a outing once in awhile...i'm sorry but i really don't wanna get disappointed again..i really miss those old days...

2010-05-23T02:03:00.002+08:00

Have the sudden urge to blog...no idea why too...it's not a good sign though...cause everytime i have the sudden urge to blog means i have things clogged up in my mind which i can't bring myself to tell anyone...well...think my happy side is fading soon...no idea why too...sometimes i will just tell myself it's bloody pms,but i know...it's more then that.I have to just reflect and search deep in myself and find the answer...when the searching starts,i start to get into my "dark" corner...start throwing unnecessary temper at anyone,start looking for someone to throw my temper at...getting into crappy arguments...and sadly i always have these "search myself" sessions once every few months...and ALWAYS it's near exams that i get all these crappy stuffs clogged up in my brain...maybe it's the stress that make me think of these things...no idea why i'm always finding unnecessary troubles for myself...am i plain dumb or is it that i just have too much unspoken troubles kept inside me for too long?

2010-04-25T02:09:00.002+08:00

just watched the sister's keeper and it's a damn good movie... almost used up one whole box of tissues...maybe it's cause i had a kinda similar experience?but all in all it's really a very good movie...shall blog about what i've been busy with lately...had dance for fund which was a dancing competition which involves the whole school.took part in it and surprisingly came in second and got a best theme award...kept having practices and rehearsal for almost the whole first week of school.didn't really had time for family...feel kinda bad...so i shall be staying at home for the weekends...was popo's birthday today!so went out for dinner with family after that went back to popo's house to chat,play cards and tv...still miss grandpa till now...supposingly to celebrate his birthday today too...maybe that's just life...people come and go...

lots of things happened to me lately...and it truly shows me who are the selfish ones and who are those that are worth continuing my friendship with...humans are the worst creatures that ever existed

2010-04-13T12:12:00.001+08:00

Now preparing to go camp...slacking at home with steph now...just got back from malaysia yesterday...nothing much there....was kinda boring...shall blog more when i come back...

tan jueying i posted now!!!:p

2010-03-25T01:44:00.003+08:00

Just went to see sanpat meijun's recent post...i'm seriously thinking that the people around me are getting more anorexic!!!just this year around 10 people are coming to me and say that they should slim down more which i don't see a need in it!i think that one should do what they enjoy most...if u like eating then EAT!!!instead of trying to slim down and getting horrible mood swings(you people know who i'm referring to yea?Mr.D)...and for me...i don't wanna slim down it's just that i go to the gym and swim because i don't want a tummy...when i say i'm fat i refer to the flabs on my arm and tummy...so...LOW MEIJUN,TANG JIANEE stop skipping meals and stop saying you guys are FAT!Eat but not overeat...exercise regularly and you are assured a healthy weight...:)

2010-03-23T04:27:00.003+08:00

It's 4.30am now...well...can't sleep...again...been really tired these days but can't manage to sleep early...not that i don't want it...gym-ed,swam and suana-ed with dearest sanpats just now...or should i say yesterday...after that went for dinner.holidays go away...school days please arrive soon,or i'm gonna get insomias everyday...>< and you know...i really believe now that...no matter how you decline it...traits...behavior,character,habits...it will pass on...every blood related child will project out their parent's characters and habits...the way they talk,what they do...no matter how you try to change yourselves to not be like your parents...it's kinda impossible...kids are like a damaged mirror reflection of their parents...they reflect their parents' image just not so clearly...took me 18 years to realise this fact,naive of me to believe i could change some facts when i was younger...now that i've grown...i realise,and it's painful...i've lost a fragment of my memory...a fragment which cant be found...ever...who the hell will remember what happened when they are 3 months old right?

2010-03-18T01:58:00.003+08:00

Been a rather relaxing day today...done up all the packing and stuffs.went to groceries shopping with mum came back and slept...eat...read...rest...:) been surfing the net about random stuffs and found a few meaningful quotes about friendship on a net...decided to share some here.:)

~The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention…. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words. ~

~The verb "to love" in Persian is "to have a friend." "I love you" translated literally is "I have you as a friend," and "I don't like you" simply means "I don't have you as a friend."

~Friendship is a plant of slow growth and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation

~It is one of the severest tests of friendship to tell your friend his faults. So to love a man that you cannot bear to see a stain upon him, and to speak painful truth through loving words, that is friendship.

~ It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend

~ Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.

2010-03-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM BKK!!!:D sort of miss there,now that i'm back from there...so many things to share!!!shall share it with the rest on friday...haha! Happy to say that after this trip some things become so clear because maybe finally my mind have time to think clearly and rest...so i'm less stressed now...:D happy happy!shall upload pics in facebook...

2010-03-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

I realized that sometimes i just care for nothing...i should just learn to be selfish sometimes...i'm washing my hands off other people's business.I know i can't but for now i'm sure,i'm certain that...I WILL NEVER EVER TRUST ANYONE AT ALL...ANYMORE!thought i could start changing my mind set about this thing but now...NO!i'm right about this all along...some people just don't know how to appreciate kindness.good for you...

2010-03-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

Recently, just bought "time traveller's wife"....it's a good book.at first it's kind of confusing but after reading finish the first few pages,i understand more.How i wished i had a time travelling partner...so i can treasure him more.Humans usually don't know how to treasure someone until they left.It's a unique love story.love this book man...:) and finally...like finally...got my hands on twilight...gonna start reading it after i'm done with my current book.Getting into a serious reading mood now...been years since i had this feeling.kind of feels good,allows me to travel into the story and stay out of the real world.

Why am i still being treated like a little kid?i have my own mind and own way of doing my things.I'm almost 18...not 8...Just wish that you can understand me more.

2010-03-04T12:45:00.004+08:00

I can't stand my own memory...getting from bad to worse.I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT TO GO TO WORK FOR THE SECOND TIME!think i'm just plain irresponsible man.maybe i'm just to sick and tired to go to work...maybe i'm really not cut out for admin jobs.they bore the hell out of me. But yea...admit that i'm super irresponsible.Think they fired me since they didn't called me up this morning to work.Well, screwed up.

Can't believe how peaceful the airport can get...it's as if the world had taken a holiday.Only sounds of the vacuum cleaner and a few people whispering to each other.Such a peaceful sign.:) Unknowingly, we slowed down our footstep to observe things,suppose to chat about my problems but ended up chatting random stuffs.Maybe life should be like this...we are just moving too fast in life to enjoy these small simple pleasures.It's time for us to slow down our footsteps and observe little things in life.At 3+am,slowly walked back to T1 as the skytrain service ended.Oh, it was my first time sitting skytrain that day.Then when we arrived at T1 we went to look for something i had been searching for, for the past 2-3 years, sad to say, it had been converted to a money changer.Felt very sad when i found out that it's gone.Gone there too late.So went to dome to write letters for them.6am...met up with them and chat a little.they went off at 7+am.then stayed at the airport till their plane took off.Went home and met up with clique to celebrate jeremiah's belated birthday.Hope you enjoyed the movie and the celebration we did for you...sorry for a slipshot one... !

So many things flowed through my mind, but somehow i didn't had the chance.Formed another regret.Should've done it earlier but now...I can only blame myself.U affected me quite alot,changed me to someone i didn't know.How i wished i could tune back time and changed everything.but i know its...impossible.I miss the good times we had together but i know it's impossible to have them again...it will become a part of my memory that i will never forget.

2010-03-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

Shall blog for awhile before going off to the airport to send the wuhan people off...well...one thing i realise...my self-control is getting worse this few days...maybe due to the stress that i'm facing...many ask me,exams are over why still so gloomy...one or two person will know why...got really wasted that day at christina's house...seriously it was my first time in my life i got so wasted...sorry for troubling you guys!>< especially my DEAR FRIEND who send me home...sorry!!!i don't know how many times i must apologise this month...or maybe this year...hope this stops...soon.

2010-02-28T16:16:00.002+08:00

the recent quarrels are unnecessary...i'm sorry that i have been behaving like an idiot...hope that nothing changes...and u still will be willing to listen to the dumb things i say...SORRY!

2010-02-14T03:08:00.002+08:00

Happy chinese new year and valentine's day...this day suppose to be a fun-filled day for me like how it was last year...spending time bbq-ing and buying ingredients for clique's bbq...where everyone was happy and carefree...no study loads...no partners...when everyone was still having fun and behaving like kids...still remember the mini-games we set up for?this year's valentines' sucks...exams are just round the corner,i need to mug for this festive season...totally no mood to celebrate and have fun with my family members and also the same miserable feeling i had last year...one important person in my life left me one less person who i love left me?don't know why but till now i still can't come to terms with it...it has been 2 years...but it just felt like yesterday...This feeling sucks. Also to add on with that, things can't get any worse when u have no one to turn to...i don't want to turn to my mum because bringing this matter up to her will make her feel bad too and for my dad...he doesn't really cares.The worse part of this valentines is that just when i thought that i had somewhere to turn to...i was WRONG!Its just my own point of view.it just seems that i'm fated to not have anywhere to turn to and not have anyone to listen to me.2010 SUCKS!how can this year get any worse...i need to save myself now...just these months had taught me alot of things.i have grown up too much.the old fun part of me is slowly bidding goodbye to me.i don't want this to happen.someone just help me find back the old me.i miss me.the me that don't care much about my own feelings and go all out to help my friends, the old me who will be happy when i see people around me being happy, the old me who will feel sad but will get over it after eating or sleeping.it's gone...people who are close to me will realise how much i changed since last time...right?especially those who i always talk to and go out with last time.it will be awhile before i find myself back.or maybe never.i'm just too stressed by every negetive things that is happening to me and people around me these days...shall stop here...it's 3+am...ought to get some sleep before i collapse and die on first day of cny

2010-02-04T23:46:00.003+08:00

Face book's picture up-loader don't seems to work.. so.shall upload pics here...having a practical retest tomorrow but can't really be bothered about it. Having super bad mood swings these days...no it's not pms...it's just the things, or rather the negetive and bizarre things that are happening to me nowadays...sometimes i just don't wish to bother about some people or somethings, but somehow i feel uneasy about it...feel like crap now...having a bad headache too...gonna rest...nights earthlings...

2010-02-02T22:21:00.005+08:00

i owe this post to the two jan babies MEIJUN & JIANEE for a long time!!!time flies...i remember that last year during jianee's birthday we had our very first clique chalet....and the "reflection" session where everyone cried their hearts out. miss those days...well this year for meijun's birthday went to Kbox...and for jianee's we went to his house to give him a surprise...but it turned out that our planned surprise he somehow guessed it out...>< sad...his nephew is so cute!!!!!!ok...shall sign off here...exams are drawing near,really need to work hard!

2010-01-17T19:28:00.003+08:00

i know i should be studying now for tommorow's written test instead of blogging and chatting...but just don't have the mood to study...also kinda tired after my back's treatment and swimming...think i'm having serious low blood problem these days, just keep feeling giddy.I need a peaceful holiday!!!to some random remote island where no one can come and irritate me or bother me...

2009-12-26T03:23:00.002+08:00

Everything in my life is kinda a screw up now...i can only blame myself for becoming what i have became today....CHARLOTTE wake up....and stop dreaming and hoping for somethings that WILL NOT HAPPEN....STOP THINKING OF THINGS THAT ALREADY HAPPENED....if only...i had a time machine....i will tune it to year 1991....and...change the fact that i ever ever will exist...better then being a ???? identity person on this earth...i'm tired...do not know what is my purpose...yea...i'm repeating the words i said to someone who i confide in that day...i'm trying to change me...but...its hard...i'm struggling to fall asleep every night...cause once i close my eyes...lots of unpleasant memories just keeps playing on its own...its as if closing my eyes will turn on the "flashback" switch...hope that i will meet someone who will change me...cause i cant change myself...i cant use drinking to always numb myself....it doesnt even work at all!i'm becoming more like ???...is it a good thing or a bad thing?tiring...

2009-12-01T23:07:00.006+08:00

Happy belated birthday to TANJUEYING!......:D here are the pics taken yesterday....kinda tired these days....i know i'm supposed to study but i just have no motivation....:(

i'm an idiot....i know...

2009-11-22T20:02:00.009+08:00

this post to thanks all of u who made my 17th birthday a really nice one...

to my clique~thanks to all of u who made a effort to come down to wcp to celebrate my birthday...really wanna thank u guys for everything that u all have done...esp TAN JUEYING...for the wonderful cheesecake u made for me...also to arrange everything nicely...its great and MELINDA KOH and ESTELLA SUN for the bottle of vodka...haha...and JEREMIAH LAI for the card...:D also CHRISTINA for escorting me to the place and lending the MASK...also thanks all of u for the bagpack...:)

to xx~thanks for the post it card...also the t-shirt and jeans...also thank u for making the effort to come for my celebration....

to my poly friends~thanks for staying back to celebrate my bday and also the effort to make the best surprise for me....and also buying the tee....ALSO the effort to really surprise n SCARE ME~i really appreciate the effort and time put in to organise everything... even though i wasnt scared...but i'm happy that u guys really put in the effort to make it a great event....especially BRENDA & JUSTIN thanks for making the nightwalk...really wanna thank u 2 for organising the nightwalk and planning time and time again...and sleeping late just to plan my birthday...and trying your very best to make me happy andwanting the best for me...and trying ur best to force me into a skirt ><...also thanks to JUSTIN,CARDUS and GARY for buying "card" for me....:) also wanna thank KEVIN for bringing and buying the props to the camp...

now,i wanna say that....i hope that we can remember the good times and the experience of planning and put all the unhappiness behind us...the birthday surprise was really a good one...no one is at fault...it will be a really perfect one if only the unhappiness,miscommunication and misunderstandings are removed...hope after this,we know how to cherish our friendships more instead of damaging it...it takes two hand to clap...so i hope both parties can put this behind,forget about it...or else i will be feeling really bad for this...as it happened because of the planning and the celebration...so cheer up!

LEONA LEWIS LYRICS - Here I Am

2009-10-31T02:02:00.000+08:00

LEONA LEWIS LYRICS - Here I Am: "'Here I Am'

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness

You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am"

2009-10-31T00:28:00.002+08:00

i really need someone that can read my mind and understand me FULLY!but still,i cant find that someone...sadly to say...and this one particular person i can get anytime to confide in other then my clique isn't u...maybe 2 blocks of wood just cant work together?i hate myself for feeling this way...but...i really am at the lose end now,i will just break away anytime...anytime...soon...
am i that hard to please?i don't really think so cause i feel that my happiness comes easily...my friends can never fail to make me happy...and why? answer is...they know me better...

2009-10-12T12:29:00.003+08:00

Friends are the reason why am i staying still so positive bout everything...i came to make the decision...hope i wont make it a wrong one...but 1 thing i'm sure...i am not able to treat you the same way i did last time for this time...i need time...lots of it...

2009-10-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

I am serious very troubled and confused now....what am i thinking?what are YOU thinking?
someone tell me...what should i do or not do...

2009-10-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

Why?everything happened so sudden...everything was ok 1 hr ago then just happened like that...this sucks...u told me u r confused but things were crystal clear to me, maybe i'm just too strong-headed for you...but thats what i am...i really feel disappointed...everything happened too fast,i rather u didnt treat me so well minutes before u told me how u really felt...it will only hurt more...walked past the particular durian store just now and saw the particular box...and remembered what u told me that day...and makes me really hurt to remember it..beautiful memories can turn to really sad ones...it ends here...after tonight i will stand strong once again...single can be a good thing after all...lesser responsibilities and less heart breaks...i was right about how much friendship is worth more then relationships...relationships also evolves from frienships and whenever u r feeling sad,discouraged or happy friends will be there to share...so i really wanna thank those who was there for me today...particularly a few of them...those who been there for me for one whole day...this is just a small hiccup of my teenager life...nothing big,everyone gets this heart-breaking thingy in life...nothing big...just need time to heal my wounds and get over it...who knows?someone may be my soulmate out there just that i haven't found him...this lost will be a gift...

2009-10-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what to blog....maybe i'm just too bored or tired and really have the urge to do something more meaningful...so life have been very routine these days...work,shop,work,new house,work and something else...working have somehow became part of my life since i graduated...it will soon become the whole of my life after i finish my studies...tommorow i'm gonna go out with my beloved clique again to celebrate mid-autumn fest...will be heading to the flyer first then to somewhere else to light some sparklers and lantern...thinking bout it...i kinda miss my childhood days where i will go to grands' house eat mooncake,pomelos and the "batman" nut my grandma buys...after which we will go to the patch of empty grassland and light some sparklers and our lantern...granddad was still here...this yr's mid-autumn fest will be diff again without him...>< gonna sleep now so i will not appear tired again...or else someone will complain again...haha!

2009-09-26T22:14:00.014+08:00

Entertainers/opera singers of the day!

Group pic!

We see the light!!!

Our Guardian!jueying guang ying ma!

BBQ-ing!

Look at the poor me...><

Star of the day!

No swimming for us :(

Whats jianee trying to do???bday kiss?

Est's angels....hahaha!

Me and 3 very weird guys...hahaha!

Jueying's pig blood...suppose to be red but turned out to be brown><

The wonderful present we made for estella!haha

Sorry for the late post...HAPPY BELATED(by 3 days) BIRTHDAY ESTELLAAAA! Really enjoyed the chalet booked by melinda...Thanks...really had a very good time at the chalet...i shall let the pics speak for themselves!The only bad thing was i only got to sleep 30mins for the whole day...thanks to the 2 loud speakers...and the aircon was spoiled...><

2009-09-05T20:03:00.001+08:00

CAKE WE MADE FOR PJ!!!^^ME,JIANEE AND JUEYING!

Posting...finally...kinda lazy to blog these days...haha!just came back from ee nature camp..tiring trip...but realised alot of things during this trip...not gonna spell it out here..

28th august...Waikit's bday...went out with clique to bugis to our usual steamboat store...didnt really know what to eat when we got there...haha!perhaps good things must not be eaten too many times...after that went to haji lane...initially the plan was shisha and also birthday celebration but den it turned to be photo-taking session and birthday celebration...proceeded to the usual desert store to have some late night supper and went home after that...

31st...Went back to TSS to visit SCH!and also to celebrate pj's bday!went back to the classroom to celebrate pj's bday and went to take pics at the grass patch outside our classroom...I MISS MY SEC SCHOOL LIFE!went to NUH and after that,went home...

2009-08-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a long time...quite busy with all my revisions and stuffs...exams are coming in a week's time,and i haven't even finish revising everything,get into my comfort zone when i go home...it always happens,resulting in me being glued to the tv or resting on my bed...i remember telling myself not to be so lazy during the start of term...is it really true that one gets very lazy when he/she gets into poly?i didn't listen for my past lectures...so i have to work hard to make up for all the time lost...just completed my web tutorials...hope i won't slack when i get to loft next week!I MUST STUDY HARD!
blogger is getting suckier nowadays...

2009-07-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

Been really busy this few days...
Tues-->went to liufan's house to celebrate his birthday,he got quite a surprise...after that went back to ayer rajah for dinner...it have been many months since we have taken our lunch or dinner there...haha!after that went to clementi to get contacts,then estella,pj jianee and meijun came home to wear the contacts...
Last sun-->went to jp to get liufan's present and 'designed' his cake.after that went to jianee's house to fit in my contacts...^^ went to bukit timah market for dinner with dad & mum after that.

2009-07-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...Had eeps test at the last lesson...damn...didn't pay attention in the previous lesson so this time i am gonna flunk the test!After that went home with jiahui to take a shower and went to clementi interchange to meet up with the rest to go jueying's house after that. Had dinner and played awhile of basketball after that...went home with liufan and meijun after they finished their rounds of "taiti"...reached home around 1am...i just finished my IS final project.Time flies,IS final presentation is next week,i still can remember the first of my IS!its was just like yesterday...where that guy beside me did a stupid self-intro of himself...(gary)...and it was also the starting of my nightmare of IS...next week is gonna be a very busy one...i REALLY need to start preparing for my FINALS!blogger is having problems again...can't seemed to edit my fonts

2009-07-18T20:45:00.002+08:00

Having a really bad fever now...39*C.feeling very weak all over now...the doctor gave me a mc starting from mon to wed...i hope i recover on time because i have 3 tests coming up.eeps,eg1 and IS written test...ARGH!y i must be sick now...?y must i be sick when my exams are coming!if i don't recover during this 5 days i may need to go to the hospital for a check-up to see if i got H1N1...haiz...shall stop talking about this now...
Fri-->went to watch harry potter with the clique...not as nice as we all expected...there was more romance then actions...after the movie,went home...reached home bout 12 am...then at 3+am was awaken by a nightmare...which leads to this horrible fever i am having now...

2009-07-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

Just came back from lot1...watched ice-age with jeremy,gary,kevin and yuenleng.Its a nice movie! worth of my $!kinda tired now...shall sign off here...

2009-07-12T14:28:00.007+08:00

Ending of another week...

Fri-->went to school as usual...did soldering for eeps...kinda fun...how good if every lesson was soldering...but the toxic gases that were emitted was damn smelly...after that went to christina's house...waited for the rest of the clique to arrive...then,went down to the pool side to chat with p.j,meijun and jiahui while the other 4 ws swimming(jianee,chris,jy and liufan)...took a few pics...after that jueying had her legendary TOE CRAMP...haha!after swimming and chatting,went back up to chris's house to rest...me,liufan and meijun cabbed home because we left around 12...

Sat-->stayed at home,waited for dad to come back to take me to vivo city to send my hp for repair,after that went shopping for clothes...ended up buying only a top from pull and bear and a bottom from clubmarc...then went home...

this days...i feel so listless...and not very happy,the cheerful me had been missing for almost 3weeks...i am not clear about the reason....someone please help me find back the old me?i felt that i have change for this past feew weeks...whats wrong with me?

2009-07-08T20:04:00.003+08:00

3 more weeks to FINALS...time passes kinda fast this year...today had the worst bus trip of my life EVER...there was this mad woman on the bus who harrassed every single one on the bus beside her...n ME...became one of the victims...the bus was really packed and i stood beside her and she started hitting me with her hand wrapped up in a plastic bag...got damn irritated so i stood away from her,then when i got away from her,she started scoulding the girl beside her,then after another bus-stop she harrassed another couple standing in front of her...this is total MADNESS MAN...after 2 more bus stop a man got up and stood beside her...she starting scoulding that man...and hitting his bagpack...at last she got so "angry" with that man she went down the bus...she scould that man as she made her way to the entrance...mad ass...
how i hope nothing of this happened...i don't like this feeling...i do not want to go through it again...

2009-07-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

Here to blog...
Fri-->for clique outing went to jy's house,had dinner with the clique and went to play frisbee at the void deck...it was much more fun den BB...dad came to fetch me liufan and meijun home after that....
Sat-->went to do projec with yl and bren...went to lot 1 at first after awhile had lunch and when we went back no more space at the library so Lrt-ed and bus-ed to NP...after finishing the project went to clementi to meet up with meijun and liufan for dinner...
Today-->went to help ruide facilitate and sell badges at city hall...first time get rejected so many times...kinda disheartening at the starting...felt like giving up until i met this VERY KIND lady who bought a badge and at first she asked for a change of $1 and when i took the $1 out she said..."girl,keep this $1 for yourself i want you to buy a drink for yourself,you are doing charity sales at such a hot weather...don't want you to be thirsty..."OMG!thats the most encouraging thing a person ever said to me in street sales...i was so damn touch when she said that...felt like hugging her...hahas!oh den from the city hall bus-stop changed place to raffles city along with my volunteer...sold ALL 40 badges at the end of the sales...couldn't believe it...so i really wanna thank...TAN JUEYING,JEREMIAH LAI,LIM PEI JIN and GARY YEN for buying off my last 4 badges...and oso thanks to junwei,kevin for buying badges from me online(just 1hour ago)...and brenda for buying the badge at orchard from other volunteers...
it just takes a person with a very kind heart to make my day...^^

2009-06-27T16:59:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went ecp with clique in the morning...they cycle i roller bladed...half-way through i had a kind of major accident with wesley's bike and it left me with a big patch of blue-black in d whole left side of my back,a deep cut on my left waist,injured right wrist,abraised left thigh and cuts on my both knees...went through a torture when i was bathing...after that went to marina square for dinner also to meet up with the rest of the clique,initially wanted to watch transformer but all the tickets for all the time slots all the way to 12.20am was selling fast,only left with 1st and 2nd row so we went home after dinner...school's gonna reopen soon...final exams are coming...haiz

2009-06-24T15:55:00.006+08:00

Doing my CQ project with my IS group now...kinda done with my part so i shall blog....
Yesterday-->went to science centre to do autocad with Yuenleng,Steph and Brenda...did finish question 1 and we cabbed to jp for a movie...watched Land of the Lost...by will ferrell so you could imagine how crappy was it...with the jokes and stuffs...went home shortly after that
I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING YOU RIGHT NOW...I HATE UR BLOODY ATTITUDE!LUCKILY I ONLY SEE YOU FOR ONE YEAR...><

2009-06-21T21:11:00.005+08:00

just came back from tampines 1...nothing much to shop there,went to eat at some jap resturant(forgot d name) to celebrate fathers' day actually was supposed to celebrate it yesterday but last minute dad said he want to celebrate it today instead...

FRI-->went to christinas house in the late morning for working out and swimming,after that went to christina's working place to have our dinner,nice view and food but the environment was very very quiet so its kinda stressful to eat there because u can't really make much noise...12 people were there and of course there will bound to be some noise...tried our best to keep noise level down...after that went to makansutra for bbq food because the few slices of pizza wasn't really enough to fill our stomach,our stomach were mostly filled with water.after which we waited for christina to finish her work,then we celebrated jess's birthday.everyone was pretty tired so we went home after that.

2009-06-17T23:03:00.002+08:00

today--Went to far east to shop with derrick,jianee and christina...each of us bought a t-shirt from punk star...after tt WALKED to plaza sing'...damn tiring...den went home...
Mon--Went to popo's house to help her repaint d whole house...(yes inculding d ceiling)...was damn tired after painting so cabbed back with mum...

2009-06-13T15:00:00.013+08:00

I'm BACK!!!!shall blog about d past few days at d loft...

Sun-->checked in and study for ELTECH till 3+am...den off to sleep

Mon-->went for eltech exam,i hope i dnt flunk it...den back to d loft and we took 29 pics while waiting for steph to come back...den went for dinner at bukit timah market..

Tues-->went for eg1...and couldn't do 1 ques...den went home to put back some dirty clothings to lighten off my load...after tt went to clementi to meet yuenleng,shopped for some groceries den went back to d loft...

Wed-->mugged for engmec for 1 whole day...at night d boys from d opposite unit came over...celebrated early birthday for steph and qariana,messed up d apartment played games den study again till 3am den off to sleep

Thurs-->went for engmec exam...den back to loft...stayed up till 3am cause d boys came over again...den off to sleep

Fri-->woke up at 8am cleaned up d loft checked out and went home...went straight to bed and woke up at 1pm...ate my lunch and off to sleep again at 4pm...slept till 5.15pm,woke up,bathe and went to clementi to meet d clique ^^...went to WCB for pool but it was too packed so decided to go for bowling instead...den went home at 10+pm...

2009-06-06T14:04:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to blog about this week,have been mugging at home for my common test this week...will be staying at loft 2mr till fri to study for common test!tired...looking forward to the holidays so can go out and slack...!

2009-06-02T14:23:00.005+08:00

at irc

at mad jack

Yesterday...Engmec practical was sort of cancelled in a way so we had a LONG 4 hrs of break,so went to mad jack wif the whole class to eat lunch...den brenda wanted me to 'teach' her pool so went to irc...played bout 4 rounds den went back to school for engmec lecture...This lecture was d best lecture for engmec since the starting of school hahaha!reason being...he didnt go thru any questions...and he just asked us to do d past years common test papers and i really did learn something...so it was be vry gd if he does this for every lecture...he should juz shut his mouth and stuff papers for us to do...den went home at 4.30+pm...by the time i reached home i felt lyk fainting man...d weather nowadays is TERRIBLE!d whole house was lyk spinning...so 2day i didnt go for IS comm tool kit though there is a written test...i'm gonna study later so no slacking for me at home!

2009-05-31T16:49:00.004+08:00

me in waikit's labcoat!

Fri-Had eeps test...everything went smoothly till my wire came loose when teacher touched my circuit... den w8ed for d rest of d clique till 6+pm den went to chris's house to study.after studying awhile walked to Beauty world mac to take-away mac for d guys...leslie taught me how to skate otw to mac...skating is really fun!den bus-ed back to chris's house...actually this simple mac meal was meant to be a farewell dinner for liufan...after dinner,slack at chris's house 4 awhile den cabbed back home with estella,jeremiah and liufan...ohhh btw heard from derrick that mr.sia got an award for teaching us!4e3'08!

2009-05-29T12:05:00.002+08:00

in ELTECH class now...damn tired and bored...later gonna meet d clique at 5pm...looking 4ward to tt and oso gonna have eeps test(not looking 4ward to tt thou)...juz got back my eg1 test gt a mark tt i didnt expect...man i should really really revise my amath!
seriously i'm starting to get sick of it,i'm disappointed...

2009-05-24T14:35:00.002+08:00

This week's clique outing went to jueying's hse to play bb...something damn funny happen to wesley that made me and meijun laugh till we couldn't eat...haha!after bb was damn tired den went home wif liufan...nxt day went to jueying's hse again for badminton and den study...did 1 ca1 paper of EG1...hope i can get an A for my up-coming EG1 exam...n liufan recommended one website...i find it damn interesting--->www.oddee.com...kinda scared of wed's engmec test coz i dnt even no a thing bout it...>.<...ohhh juz heard tt Tss percussion is going for another competition again!hope they can emerge as the champion again!signing off here...gonna study 4 d test!

2009-05-19T16:12:00.002+08:00

In my comm tool kit class now and basically today juz isnt my day...my msn broke down so i couldn't even open my messenger for 1 whole day...i reinstall the messenger but it still can't work...ARGH!n i seriously dnt feel really well today...damn moody...it always happens when i'm in my IS class...which means tues is my moody day...haiz...hate this feeling...maybe i have really chosen the wrong grp...i dnt have the right to say that they are stupid or whatever but why must me & another member be always the 1 doing everything? and even the simplest thing they do not do it themselves...they will only do when we ask them to...i seriously dnt lyk this particular member in this grp...ARGH!i'm breaking apart in IS!!!!!!!!it will be much much much better if IS was with d gals in d class or maybe same class as clique members in np tt will be the best man!!!it juz kills me to not have msn when i'm feeling really down...n my facebook cnt work either...I HATE BLK 50!!!!!!!!!!i dnt lyk ttpersoninmygroup...I SIGNED UP 4 ENGINEERING NOT THIS!!!i do not doubt my communication skills...i dnt nd this module at ALL!!!i will not die without this!or shld i say d module is not tt bad but is sOME ppl in it...

2009-05-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

<---yes tts me!(166)

Fri-clique outing as usual...after skool met up wif derrick,jiahui and wesley and played uno stacker at the board game room 4 awhile b4 gg 2 makan place for dinner...had subway...den headed to clementi to meet d rest and walked to west coast bowl...bowl 1 round n i'm pretty sure tt person playing wasn't me or my nickname gv me some amazing powers...i scored 166!can u believe it?den proceeded to pool after tt...after pool,walked back to clementi den bus-ed back home...

2009-05-12T14:41:00.003+08:00

webcamming in engmec class

gals in the class...

Time to update!in comm tool kit now...shall blog bout sat...bought mum & dad to have dinner at kuishin-bo...it was good!it was my treat coz mothers' day is on d day after & fathers' day is coming so decided to give them a treat...after dinner when to shop ard den went home feeling damn bloated...ohhh and fri went to chris's hse...she cooked 4 us & after tt cleaned up & went home...NP open is 2mr!argh!hope we at least get in 2 d 1st round...

2009-05-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

2day went home early!!!!!!!!!!haha!lecturer on mc(autocad lecturer)!so when 2 cut my hair at clementi...felt much better after d hair cut...btw it was brenda bday 2day so happy bday!celebrated her bday in school 2day...

2009-05-05T15:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday went 2 west coast mac 2 celebrate mr SCH bday...26 ppl turned up i guess...ate dinner...took pics...den sing bday song n cut d cake...a short gathering of 7-10pm but from this short gathering i conclude tt d class is still close n hope tt we will still be tis close in few years down d road...n lastly every1 hope tt mr.sia will get married soon n 4e3'08 can attend it!i will upload pics after i get it from chris,jess n pj ^^ sry 4 nt posting 4 such a long period of time...gt nthng much 2 post bout'...np open will b nxt wk!OMG!n i juz found out tt i may be playing against my pri skool fren!haha!anyways it was juz 4 experience n winning or losing does'nt really matters^^ shall update agn when i gt something 2 blog on...

2009-04-22T16:19:00.002+08:00

i'm in class now n i gt nothing 2 do...my autocad isnt working soooo i am juz sitting in class wasting my precious time...haiz...idiot!hmm...shall talk bout my 1st few days in skool...had IS lessons yesterday n made some friends...n saw my pri skool friend...haha!n bout my new class...hmmm...i had made friends wif all d 6 gals in my class...d boys?nope...haha!my class is kinda seperated...gals 1 grp,guys another grp...but i'm sure we will mix 2gether as time goes by...FRI meeting up wif clique agn...every fri is a clique day...lalala...sat have badminton training,guess wat?i joined NP open mixed doubles with tok...haha!reason is i really 1 2 experience a real sports competition n be in it n if possible get my 1st medal in my life...so gd luck 2 myself n tok...haha!

2009-04-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

(flashback)--->16th april...had induction programme...gt up early n went 2 clementi n meet wesley n derrick...wesley late as usual...den headed 2 ngee ann den met up wif xian 2 take d dvds(man...benjamin buttons is BORING!)...went 2 lecture hall n was stopped by a nerdy+weird looking senior...was told 2 sign 4 attendence den went in n waited till 9.30am b4 they started d whole thing...it was ok...was introduced more 2 d school...i find d facilities quite cool n d thing is i love d chalet which can cater 4 8 ppl wif a kitchen a living room n lots of other things tt u can find in a hse.pratically its lyk a HDB unit...den they had some award presentation thing...lunch break after tt...met up wif tok n kangren...sadly i'm not d same class as tok 2...coz our course have 250 students!!!n saw this weirdo...HE'S DAMN WEIRD!he has curly hair(REAL CURLY),n he wear really short shorts,has a scarf around his neck knotted lyk those girls bridgate type...n he wear a really short t-shirt n a old school new balance track shoes n a thick glasses frame(black plain 1s)...god...he's a freak...(lucky he's in Clean energy)...den gt our welcome package after lunch,headed 2 buy our notes n headed 2 cityvibe 4 arcarde wif wesley dne went 2 meet d rest at sp...had 2 rounds of pool...man its sooo stressful playing pool there...duno y...headed home after tt...was damn tired...
2day...went 2 jy 2 watch ben buttons...as i mentioned earlier...it was boring n est liufan,jeremiah,jy n me almost fell asleep watching it...but i think tt d storyline is gd if it were'nt so draggy.went 2 SL square 2 hunt 4 our laptop carriers...wasted trip.so gonna head 2 town 2mr...PS.sry 4 d long long post....

2009-04-14T00:38:00.004+08:00

first 2 say HAPPY BDAY 2 MY DOG!haha!suppose 2 go 4 camp 2day(its past 12) but it clashed wif my medical app so i'm nt gg...juz gg 4 my induction thing on d 16th...hmmm nthng else 2 blog alrdy...pictures^^

2009-04-12T14:02:00.003+08:00

praying mantis!

grp pic

when cycling yesterday at ecp...VRY tiring...haha!was about 2 continue cycling after a long break at d jetty when there was a large praying mantis on jianee's bike haha!gt pics of it...spent bout 5mins 2 get rid of it...den cycled back 2 d shop n i started 2 rain...hehe!lucky us...when 2 seek shelter at bk...cabbed 2 bedok int n when 2 funan...was really tired...oh last thing....welcome back christina!

2009-04-10T01:32:00.001+08:00

2day went 4 k agn...den went 4 dinner..came home...juz checked my timetable...nt same class as wesley haiz...hope can b same class as tok...haha!at least gt some1 2 accompany me...die die oso must go induction programme...hehe!

2009-04-07T14:22:00.002+08:00

went 2 watch confessions of a shopaholic wif clique last sat...nice show...den went 4 shopping ard orchard...headed home after tt...shall nt blog in details bout wat happen on d way home...nt vy important...nthng much 2 do tis days...school's starting...new chapter of life's gonna unfold...hmmm...have medical check-up nxt week...hope everything's gonna b ok^^

2009-03-29T17:03:00.002+08:00

went 2 "visit" gong gong 2day...gt back my toothbrush n toothpaste from bro...hehe!(juz being random)...den went 4 subway...headed home 2 sleep...hehe!juz woke up...ok another short update...cnt tink of anything 2 blog nowadays...hehe.changed my links...at last...cnt find a suitable blogskin...hmmmmmmm...

2009-03-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

cute video!http://video.tagged.com/?v=QwpV7Synl9g

2009-03-25T13:48:00.002+08:00

23/3---->worst day of march...cut my finger when i place d plate back 2 d rack after washing...toe gt smashed by fan when coiling up d wire...bled 4 2days...u can imagine how bad was it...
yesterday went 2 watch mall cop...kinda funny show...quite worth d ticket price...den headed 2 safra mt faber 4 pool...den headed home...ohh...watched blade trinity...dnt tink it's better den d previous 1...but still nt bad...home alone 2day...

2009-03-18T19:22:00.002+08:00

2day went 2 collect o'level cert...hmmm...stupid bio destroyed my o'level cert...went back 2 homeroom n had a chat wif mr.sia...miss school days man...

2009-03-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

happy belated 21st bday!

d very attractive n impressive cake...

sweeping away all d spiderwebs...haven been updating recently...kinda lazy...

yesterday headed 2 d gym wif est,p.j,jianee,derrick,waikit,meijun,meiyern n daniel...after tt head home...nothing much 2 do lately...therefore...less frequent updates...oh...went 4 bro's chalet...his 21st bday...went 2 www on d 1st day...fun!den bbq...nxt day on d 28th went 2 mind's cafe 2 cele jeremiah's bday...den headed back 2 chalet 4 buffet...tts all...

2009-02-21T16:59:00.002+08:00

nothing much 2 update on ntis few days...yesterday half of d clique came 2 my hse...played mahjong,cheat,ps2...lasted us till bout 8pm...went 2 clementi 4 dinner n came back at 9+pm...1 more week 2 chalet!haha!i 1 buy stage hoody!!!rarrr!i nd a new flip flop...mine is killing my leg...n d base is worn out...all these $ spending activities is cutting down my savings...>.<

2009-02-15T17:29:00.002+08:00

yesterday celebrated valentine's day wif d clique!haha!all singles party!b4 tt when 4 lunch wif jy,jianee n est den marketing 4 d bbq food...cab back 2 my hse 2 clean up d food n wesley came ard...den went 2 wcp 2 meet liufan n jere...started fire n was eating while we w8ed 4 d rest 2 arrive after work...after everything...taunt At meijun hse wif jianee,p.j,meiyern,daniel n wesley...went home at 7.30am...slept till 12+pm...here i am now blogging...hehe!i 1 thank meiyern 4 making those jelly(not bad 4 d 1st attempt),pig 4 writing d card n making those biscuit n jianee 4 d rose...(photos wif pj)

2009-02-08T20:50:00.005+08:00

6feb...leslie's bday...as usual met up wif clique den went 2 sentosa...tt day really wasnt my day!played games n lost 6 times in a row 4 both games...damn...haha!den went 2 jianee hse 4 cele played card games till 12+am...went home...

7feb...went 2 sentosa wif family(yes i went 2 days in a row)...bought d package thng...d luge n skyride was FUN!

2day...went 4 leg treatment den headed 2 jp...did sm shopping...went home took a nap...dinner...here i am now!gt a rather bad sunburn on my shoulders...guess those hu went 2 sentosa on leslie's bday gt a rather bad sunburn 2...hehe!2mr gt work agn...HAIZ!

2009-02-01T13:44:00.011+08:00

came back from clique chalet!had a fun time!every min spent was filled wif fun n laughter...even cleaning up d whole chalet was fun off 2 d s'pore flyer after tt wif family...here r d pics!

2009-01-25T11:43:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging 4 lyk 10days?yea...kinda busy wif work n cny preparation lately...fall sick 3days ago...kinda unlucky...still recovering...but hu cares i'm gonna eat cny crackers n stuffz anyway thou i may lose my voice...gonna hv a super short clique chalet on d 30th...yes...d same day as d notification of which poly we will go 2...hope we all get in 2 d desired course n poly we all 1 2 enter...sometimes i was wondering...did i name my blog wrongly?coz its really coming true 4 me...but...i shall enjoy d wonderful days of singlehood as long as possible...hahaha!2mr is cny!!!means fun+laughter+cash!but i really dread gg 2 my dad's side coz once u step in every1 will go "ohh hi happy new year!oh...how much did u get 4 ur o's?ohhh...ok.."god damn it...i really hate tis feeling...den they will juz look at my hair n use their eyes 2 "paint" my body...reason bcoz...my cousins r a real bunch of nerds...ya serious nerds hu study n study...my studies r of course d worse there...rarrrrrr!n my dad will go on n on...i only luv d later part of cny where i go 2 my mum's side...yea!2mr is d day...haiz...i bet they will go 'oh u gt 18 ohhh...which course?engineering?!ohhhhh...but tts 4 guys..."blah blah...

2009-01-15T20:06:00.002+08:00

update of my o'level results...eng sucked!i didn't expected myself 2 get c6 4 eng...wth!n yes sci i gt c6 2!damn dissapointing...was expecting at least a b4!but i am vy satisfied wif my e n amath results!haha!at last my efforts paid off...i PASSED amath!thou it was only a c5 but at least i passed!vy vy happy...thx 2 those who have give me lots of encouragement when i was on d edge of giving up amath n even offered help...est,xian,mr.sia,andy,jy,jh,kang,sha,tok,derrick n some who i 4get(i'm sry) but i really wanna thank mr.sia if not 4 him i would long gave up on my amath n get a E/F (juz lyk bio)haha!n emath i gt a b3!haha!nt vy high bt at least i gt wat i expected...n another subject totally out of my expectation is comb. humanities!i gt a b3!d subject i have always been failing...i was shocked...n i was quite happy tt i gt a b3 4 lit...thou i was expecting an a2...i have chosen d courses i 1 2 go 2 despite much discouragement from friends...i have chosen 2 go engineering...hu says girls cant do engineering!engineering is juz my stepping stone...i 1 2 b a safety officer when i grow older...n i need engineering courses in order 2 get in 2 tt job...n i will b a female safety officer n a gd 1...muhahaha!2mr gg 2 submit my application...hope i can get in!*pray

2009-01-09T14:18:00.002+08:00

at d office now...rotting...using hp com sooooo i can use d net...but muz b careful not 2 let anyone catch...hmmm...bored...bt its fri!haha!end work at 5.30pm...i 1 buy everlast red shoe!(not specially 4 cny)...2mr gg back skool 4 cca open hse...wif p.j...hmmm after tt maybe go out wif mum n buy tt shoe...go hm watch my show...DINNER!den dreamland...haiz...almost everyone in d clique working now...we dnt hv much time 4 each other...sad...even d slakcer grp is working now...i'm hving a really bad sore eye...my eyes felt as if hey were being burned...tis has been gg on 4 3 days...man...d eye mo cnt even help...>.< help!someone...something!ok shall stop here...go back 2 work...haiz...i 1 my sleep!i'm deprived of my afternoon nap!*yawns* monday take results...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm breaking down!*%$#!

2009-01-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

weee!on leave 2day...go pray granddad...my family n i was d only family in d whole temple...kinda peaceful...but a little creepy 2...den head 2 grandmom place n eat!haha!went 2 clementi 4 my haircut after tt...new hairstyle...hehe!den went home tok a short nap...watch tv...den TV!hehe!man...miss those days of freedom!122jan will b collecting my results...yes...NXT MONDAY!...*shivers...damn damn damn...!oh...sat gg back skool help percussion...bloody principal!rarrrr!1 close down percussion say lah...still gv a stupid reason--->due 2 recession tts y need close down percussion...wat does economy slowdown has 2 do wif cca?haiz...nv mind...ohh after skool...go out wif clique(maybe half of d clique)...hahaha!

2009-01-01T14:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2009!yesterday went 2 work...met up wif d clique at clementi...decided 2 change our plan n go watch yes man at jurong point...it was a nice show...went 2 west coast plaza's thai express 4 dinner after tt...d food there was nice but d tom yam was damn spicy...proceeded 2 wcp n met up wif d rest of d ppl 4 our own countdown...manage 2 catch d bus 2 west coast bowl 4 pool...played till 3.45am den went 2 d 24hrs shop 4 breakfast/supper...i swear i'm gonna boycott tt bloody store!hope they faster close down...hehe!home sweet home after tt!weee!

2008-12-25T16:45:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas!yea!2day is christmas...nthng much 2 do thou...hmmm....last sunday went 2 play pool wif derrick,xx n tok...i won xx!yes!n den me n derrick won xx n tok agn!haha!i improved!it was xx treat anyway...den 23rd went 4 christmas dinner wif d clique!went 2 seoul garden at ngee ann city...!d food was good!yesterday went 2 watch ip man...damn gd show...later gonna hv a christmas dinner...27th gt bbq...hehe!hving a vy bad flu now...>.<

2008-12-20T23:40:00.001+08:00

class chalet!

jy bday...cycle at ecp....

my bday!

after dyeing hair!

prom!

outside mediacorp!

at jy hse...studying 4 o's

grad nite!clique!

class outing 09 june!

b4 grad nite...suntanning at jess's hse!^^

kang sleeping in BASICS!haha!

p.j bday...oso teachers' day 9 sep

steamboat!

national day

clique outing after exam

meet-the-parents session 1...(i guess)

studying 4 semester assisment 1!haha!

clique watch...taken at chi lesson

april...shopping 4 sia's present at raffles city

sports day

pig slping during tuition...march 08...

26 dec 07...1 year ago

hmmm...suddenly hv tis urge 2 blog...was looking thru my hp pics n i realised how time flies...how i wish i can fly back 2 d past...

2008-12-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

nite cycling!

SUBWAY...EAT FRESH!

act "cute" de...haha!

pics taken during chalet...!enjoy...n i apologize 4 d short post!haha!

2008-12-15T22:58:00.001+08:00

whew...juz recovered frm my sore throat n fever...fell damn sick after d chalet...hmmm b4 d chalet derrick n est came n stayed over nite...only tt i discovered tt my ps2 controller is spoiled...!nv mind...den gt up at 8am washed up packed stuffz n went over 2 meijun's hse n help her pack...den went 2 clementi n met up mr.sia n d rest n off we went 2 pasir ris...settled down blah blah blah(2 lazy 2 elaborate)...den went 4 movie...went back 2 d chalet..mahjong....nxt day...main event...nite cycling...shall not elaborate...long story...den back 2 chalet....6am...slept till 9+am...woke up bathe packed up...sayonara!went 4 breakfast...home sweet home...den app wif doc...totally lost my voice...stopping here...nthng much 2 blog bout alrdy...

2008-12-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

went 2 jianee hse 4 his hse-warming 2day!meet up wif est,derrick n jeremiah 1st n jianee pick us up frm d station...hmm...hope u lyk d lamp!ohh..went 2 irc 4 pool later...i kept jumping balls...haha!meijun pointed out my mistake...hehe!went 4 dinner wif mum n dad den home sweet home!
happy tt i'm back 2 singlehood...things juz dont work out...not carrying any burden now...vy relieved

2008-12-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

hmm...been working tis few days...super duper busy...coz there was tis staff sales gt ZA,shiseido n ettusais products selling at damn low prices...so all those ladies were flocking in...d sales start at 10am bt 9+am every1 was q-ing up outside...haiz...galz...shld juz stop toking bout it...its choas...hmmm travel back 2 30th nov...pig's bday!!!went 2 ecp n cycle...when we gt there it was super hot den after awhile it poured went 2 shelter ourselves at bk...after tt cycled awhile den pour again tis time we didnt gt away in time so every1 was dripping wet...bt cycling in d rain is fun!!!den went 2 meet bro n hp...went 2 popo's hse n hd dinner...MONDAY IS OFF DAY!haha!can go out n exercise wif d clique again!weee!

2008-11-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm...started work on sat...1st met up wif derrick 2 hv lunch...derrick hv tis unusual luv 4 mega...haha!stood 4 d whole day...leg 1 break liao...haha!there was tis customer...kinda middle-aged...(auntie)...could tell she was single n she flocked in wif her other 2 frenz...she kept requesting 4 chip'n'dale...she went"do u hv chip'n'dale?can u show me all ur chip'n'dale puzzle..."kinda weird yea...still tot it was 4 children bt i heard her telling her frenz...eh i 1 hang in my room!vry cute leh!i 1 hang 1 big big 1 in my room...u help me fix leh...den they requested 4 a 1000pieces chip'n'dale puzzle...den her fren say...eh no kick leh...so simple...soooo...after lyk 15mins in d shop...they walk away...haha!funny customers...den 9.40pm...YEA!cloz shop...ate long john 4 supper...2nd day of work at plaza...almst d same...tiring...bt knocked off at 9.46pm after sweeping n mopping...was dead beat when i reached hm...tis wk only nd work on sat!hehe!can let my leg rest...

2008-11-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

17 nov!my bday...(yesterday)...went out wif d clique yesterday...1st went 2 sentosa palawan...we went there it was damn hot...started playing volleyball...den it started 2 rain so went 2 d shelter n play cardsden d rain gt bigger so gt no choice bt 2 stop d game n imagine 6 ppl(c.l,jy,wesley,derrick,jianee n me) sandwiched in a shelter n d rain was coming in...our bags were all wet...den chongling started telling ghost story n wesley n derrick was playing d psp...we did tis 4 lyk bout 2 whole hrs?!haha!den d rain gt smaller so volley again!haha!den we spotted a flying fish...!well tis is d 1st time i saw a flying fish haha!den went 4 a swim...after awhile went 2 shower...tis is d 1st time d bathroom was nt packed n only 1 shower room was occupied...den after showering went 2 vivo...met up wif jere,jess n finally est...ok shall nt elaborate...haha!den was in d process of getting tricked at n.u.m when i gt my job haha!damn happy!BT i feel guilty...SRY jianee!den proceeded 2 arcade(another trick)...den went down 2 pepper lunch lido 2 'disturb' pj...haha!purposely ate damn slow...bt it didnt helped...den as usual i gt pulled away n there goes d bday song...^^ vy touched...thx alt again!thx 4 d kappa shirt!n d cake...thx alt!den went 2 stage hyaline...haha!accompanied jianee 2 est hse den went hm...thx 4 everythng guys!4 those hu didnt cm bt wished me happy bday thx oso!n 4 d person hu wish me d day after...its ok...dnt nd curse urself haha!

2008-11-16T11:43:00.000+08:00

hanwee!sleepy head...

leslie!

jere!

yuqi!

raynee!

xian!thick lips!

grace!rocker!

weena!

jy~PIG!

pj!SNAP!haha!

guy hu always challenge me arm wrestling!

lee...guy hu always irritates me

junz!food buddy!

mr.SCH!thx 4 gving me a hand in maths could hv gien up on math without u

meijun(aka.meiju-an)hehe!

theresa!u r still wearing a pants man...

tok!thx 4 all d encouragement!

waikit!

russell!mouse brother!

peggy!

jianee!

derrick!

liufan!cya on 11 jan!

jiahui!

est(hair stylist of d day...)

cya nxt yr christina!

4 d rest i lazy upload haha!sry bout tt!2 many pics alrdy!

2008-11-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

14nov~PROM NITE! morning gt up at 8am n met d clique at clementi...proceeded 2 changi airport 2 send christina off...den went hm slept 4 awhile den went 2 jy's hse 2 prepare 4 prom nite...cabbed dwn wif mj 2 her hse coz she was super late(as usual) gt ready n cabbed dwn 2 d venue n we were super late so missed d cocktail thngy.d dinner was ok bt wat makes it nice is a get-2gether wif frenz 4 maybe d last time 4 sm ppl...hmmm...4 yrs juz zoomed passed lyk tt.after dinner went 2 cine 2 watch escape 2 africa wif d clique...mr.sia n d rest went 4 007...man...nearly fall aslp at d cinema...damn cold n comfy...n smmre its midnite.den took nr5 n walked frm clementi wif mj(she was barefooted thx 2 her heels)...gt hm n slept str8away...
15 nov~went out wif family!^^ bro n d rest helped me cele early bday...went 2 kallang leisure n played many many rounds of dream shooter n broke record wif bro 421(shld b sort of 4gt)!haha!den i went 4 a round 4 percussion freak den go kbox n yes i sang...den after tt went 4 another few rounds of dream shooter den went 2 popo hse!haha!after dinner actually 1 2 go find liufan de bt they said 1 go smwhere else so went back 2 popo hse again...den went hm
i 1 2 thank bro n hp 4 d wallet(lucky u guys didnt buy skirt 4 me) n thank uncle 4 d chain n thank aunt 4 d red pack...thx 4 d effort 2 celebrate my bday...vy happy^^

2008-11-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

haiz...juz gt rejected from provence...BT haha signed up 4 another job...LEFT bio mcq!hahaha!juz hd bb 2day...guess i loosen my knee cap again...stupid leg...ohh...went out wif d clique on sat..MEDIACORP SUX!damn it lah...hd 2 go up tis nvr ending bloody hill...by d time we gt there we gt chased out n so we nd go dwn tt hill AGAIN!damn sweaty by d time we gt 2 d bus stop...den went 2 bugis street...gt my pants...weeeeeeee!haha!gotta stop here...watch tv hehe!

2008-10-31T19:22:00.000+08:00

Happy halloween!hahaha!ya...bio paper on halloween...how suitable...haha!bio paper was *%#$&^^&$^&$%^#...ya as usual...so tired nw...tis few days juz couldnt get 2 slp...yesterday nite couldnt get 2 slp 2...so gt up n study bio...studied till 2am den gt back 2 slp.hmm...left wif 3 main paper n 2 mcq!YEAH!(14 days 2 prom!)lalala...

2008-10-27T12:42:00.000+08:00

hd a horrible nite on sat...4 sm reasons i couldnt get 2 slp n so i went 2 use d com...chatted awhile...turn off my com n tried 2 slp again...BT...still couldnt get 2 slp...tt feeling was so horrible...laying in bed staring at d ceiling...brain was sooo empty...n cnt do much bout it...i look at my dog slping beside me...she was snoring away...look at d clock...2+am....so i decided 2 use d traditional count sheep way n manage 2 gt by a few thousand...n fell asleep bout 4+am.den...bout 6+am my dog n my dad sort of indirectly woke me up...which means i only slept 4 1hr+...sooo damn tired...so i went back 2 sleep n woke at at 9+...i was still damn tired...bt i hd 2 do my emath rev so hd no choice bt 2 drag myself up...i was so giddy tt i felt as if d whole hse was spinning...i did awhile of emath rev...den rest...laze ard...feel kinda guilty bt i couldnt tink...haiz...yesterday was juz nt my day...doing a anti-virus scan nw...haiz...detected 4 item n 4 issue so far...3% completed...88% mre 2 go...god tis is taking years...gg 2 do sm emath nw...later nd rev sm phy...my only hope 4 an A-science...bt i tink its flying away...haha...shall blog when i'm free again!(19 mre days 2 prom nite...22days 2 bday...44 days 2 CLASS CHALET!hehe!)time flies!

2008-10-26T01:21:00.000+08:00

haiz d time nw is 1.21am.cnt slp so i'm here 2 blog...so far o's was nt as bd as i tot btttttttttt amath!ARGH!i tink i mite flunk it...haiz...bt i did my best...haiz...bt its ok!i shall try my bestest best on other subjects 2 lighten my aggregate...><.juz nw went 2 pp.bought stuffz...bt i realise i seriosly suck at shopping.i shop 4 lyk 1.5hrs n i start hving a headache coz every1 seems 2 b zoomning past me...i parents still tot i was faking it...haiz...i really dnt hv a thng 4 shopping...haiz...BT as i promise i will shop wif d ppl i promise 2 shop 4 d prom nite stuffz...man...gt so many unfinished business 3 attend 2 after o's...hehe!

2008-10-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday went 4 ss n phy focus...den after everythng celebrated jh bday!happy bday!den est n liufan did tis clique movie...vy nice...thx 4 d effort!n yes...jy cried.haha!2day went 4 amath focus...i hv confidence in my amath alrdy!yes!bt i'm nt complacent!den went 2 carnivore 2 celebrate mum's bday!gt amath paper on her bday sooo...cnt celebrate 4 her...tis will b my last post b4 o's...shall post again after o's!^^ gd luck every1 4 o's!

2008-10-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

hv been studying quite alt tis fews days...hmmm...bt still cnt stand d temptation of tv n slping!haiz...buck up char!mr.sia gave us a few tips on d amath paper...help me boost a bit of confidence...^^ hahaha!I'M GONNA PASS AMATH!YES!oh i went 2 bargain 4 my cca pts n yes i gt a B3!frm D7 2 B3!wahaha!thx 2 percussion n mr.tham!

2008-10-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

4e3 09/06 claz outing!
2e2!

look at d bottle

=emo!

hd grad nite on 10 oct...ya its yy bday at d same time.haha!hd usual lessons den after skool went 2 jess hse n suntan.didnt really gt darker...den hd dinner at jess rest.thx 4 d treat!den went 2 grad ceremony.mr sia gt a surprise video clip 4 us...was vy vy touched...suddenly memories of claz outing...mr sia getting angry haha...all d jokes in claz...mr sia gg wif us 2 NUS n study...d recent pizza treat...THX MR.SIA!after d grad ceremony took lots of pics...shall juz upload a few...enjoy!

2008-10-05T14:39:00.000+08:00

doing ctss paper 2 nw...kinda bored...oh 2day tuition cancelled!yea!!!means i cn revise mre!11 days 2 o's...time flies man...at 1st there was still 200+++ days...nw down 2 11...soon we will b celebrating d end of o's!wow...class chalet here we cm!

2008-10-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

2day is hari raya n childrens' day...hehe!so was a stay-hm -2 -study day...do finish emath june o'level paper 1...still haven complete paper 2...kinda tired...yesterday left earlier during focus 2 acc bro 4 dinner at white sands...n i was told tt my L1R4 gt 18...yes i did improved!bt i 1 go 2 business n engineering...nt sure if i cn do it...haiz...LEAPS system sux 2 d core!haiz...

2008-09-28T14:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday went 4 my mum's niece wedding dinner yesterday nite...gd food!bt it doesnt feel lyk a wedding coz they turned on F1 n every1 was watching F1...kinda spoilt d wedding mood...yea...tts al!oh bro's cming back 2day!welcm back!bt cnt go out wif him on wkdays gt skool...>.< oh...i 1 2 thank a few ppl hu was always encouraging me 4 amath...d reason i nv gave up is coz of u ppl...est,xian,andy,kang(surprisingly) n of course MR.SIA!n thou i stil failed...gt 47 at prelims bt i made a huge improvement frm...33!n yes i will try 2 pass 4 o's...i will put in x-tra effort.
ur encouragement was d mst impt...thx 4 showing me tt u really 1 me 2 pass amath...

2008-09-23T19:18:00.000+08:00

<----bday gal!happy belated!

yesterday went 2 je kbox 2 celebrate est bday...erm...15 ppl went...yes..15...i lazy name al...hd a fun time...gt HIGH yesterday!at 1st emo songs were selected so d qi fen kinda down bt den after awhile we selected high songs n indeed it wrked...hehe!den we started 2 hv tis ice fight(i seriously pity d kbox staffz cleaning up our rm)it started off wif me throwing n flying d coasters ard n it hit liufan n jere so jere revenge n started 2 throw ice at me den liufan joined in...ok...after awhile every1 was aiming at me...den wesley started putting ice in ppl's shirt...den est n jy joined in...sooooo...wat happened nxt was expected...den went 2 collect cake after awhile...decided 2 gv est a 'surprise'...bt well...surprises r hard 2 create...den started smearing cake on est face(pics wif p.j)...continued wif smmre songs...ppl left n we sang till 7pm...yea...frm 2-7pm...hehe!oh...heard d boz was playing tis game n loser nd 2 eat chips dipped in coke...n yea...derrick vomitted when he reached hm...he told me tis morning...hehe!

2008-09-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA!left mcq on science on mon den prelims r over!bt d bd news is O's r drawing near...*&^$^%#@! hehe!juz hd bb again wif d usual peeps...i found out tt i may make a gd defender!hahaha!*blush blush...hehehe!i'm taking a short break den mug n mug n mug again...didnt really study much 4 prelims...i dnt dare look at my results...>.<...surely lyk *&@#...hehe! gg play games nw...shit!i'm losing my voice...bleh...ahem...argh!

2008-09-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

8 mre papers 2 go...2day hd amath p2 n emath p1...both papers kinda tricky...tired...oh bro gg enlistment 2mr...so...TAKE CARE!hmm...pity boz...hehe!

2008-09-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm....gt all d outing pics n claz pics frm p.j...2 lazy 2 upload...prelims in process nw...haiz...seems 2 b floating smwhere else...haha!a few mre papers 2 go n den...Os!omg!time flies!2mr mooncake fest...bb wif cousins...weeeheee!^^
time flies 4 studies...bt nt 4... ...

2008-09-03T10:04:00.000+08:00

juz woke up...yesterday went 2 celebrate p.j belated bday!!!haha!happy 2 days belated PJ!at 1st gt math n phy lessons till 2+pm...den took claz pic at d foyer...headed 2 bowling wif mr.sia,est,p.j,jy,jh,wesley,ljs,liufan,andy,christina,jess n derrick...long time nv play so deproved alt alt...hehe!after tt headed 2 bugis 4 steamboat...went 2 tian tian steamboat...hd fun there...meijun joined us halfway...there was...me,jy,jh,est,christina,meijun,jianee,p.j,derrick,liufan,wesley n mr.sia!haha!mr.sia joined us 4 d whole day...cn tell he was damn tired...after steamboat...went 2 sm dessert hse n eat...den took a mrt hm...reached hm bout 11+pm cming 2 12am...here r sm pics