Have the sudden urge to blog...no idea why too...it's not a good sign though...cause everytime i have the sudden urge to blog means i have things clogged up in my mind which i can't bring myself to tell anyone...well...think my happy side is fading soon...no idea why too...sometimes i will just tell myself it's bloody pms,but i know...it's more then that.I have to just reflect and search deep in myself and find the answer...when the searching starts,i start to get into my "dark" corner...start throwing unnecessary temper at anyone,start looking for someone to throw my temper at...getting into crappy arguments...and sadly i always have these "search myself" sessions once every few months...and ALWAYS it's near exams that i get all these crappy stuffs clogged up in my brain...maybe it's the stress that make me think of these things...no idea why i'm always finding unnecessary troubles for myself...am i plain dumb or is it that i just have too much unspoken troubles kept inside me for too long?