It's 4.30am now...well...can't sleep...again...been really tired these days but can't manage to sleep early...not that i don't want it...gym-ed,swam and suana-ed with dearest sanpats just now...or should i say yesterday...after that went for dinner.holidays go away...school days please arrive soon,or i'm gonna get insomias everyday...>< and you know...i really believe now that...no matter how you decline it...traits...behavior,character,habits...it will pass on...every blood related child will project out their parent's characters and habits...the way they talk,what they do...no matter how you try to change yourselves to not be like your parents...it's kinda impossible...kids are like a damaged mirror reflection of their parents...they reflect their parents' image just not so clearly...took me 18 years to realise this fact,naive of me to believe i could change some facts when i was younger...now that i've grown...i realise,and it's painful...i've lost a fragment of my memory...a fragment which cant be found...ever...who the hell will remember what happened when they are 3 months old right?